163) What If...
I used to live life with regrets. (It haunted me.)
Negative thoughts appeared on my mind every day. (List shown below.)
I wished I had any type of superpower abilities to bring them back to life.
What if I died from my severe head injury in 1996? (I was in a coma for about 2-3 days.)
I would not have suffered from losing my sister, Uncle, and Coach. My family, friends, and relatives will be grieving and mourning my death. ("The tables have turned.")
I cannot escape from feelings. I build meaningful relationships and connections with people. (It is in our human nature.) We are going to die tragically, happily, intentionally, and/or accordingly. (Who knows?) A loved one will be missed. You're born, you live, and you die.
I have accepted the death of my sister, Uncle, and Coach. I can say whatever I want. At the end of the day, they are gone. I cannot control the outcome.
I remember my sister, Uncle, and Coach. (The past is remembered.) They are in my heart and mind. (Live in the moment.) I have grown mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually as a person than ever before. (The future is in me.)
Thank you - Marrianne, Uncle Romel, and Coach Willie.