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188) Me and Women

8/26/2019

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I'm single. And I'm okay with it.

I'm a man seeking a woman.

I've been on dates. And I'm for it. (Because I'm still single.)

Each woman I've met or approached is different in their own way.

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187) Being Alone and Feeling Lonely

8/19/2019

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My sister passed away on May 17, 2003. I chose to be alone. Because I was ashamed and embarrassed by others from my uncle losing my sister's life. I did not want to become attached to others. Because I would feel the pain and agony again once they die. I was better off to be alone.

My younger-self wanted others to judge me. I thought I deserved it. I assumed choosing to be alone was weird.

For instance, I was frightened to go to high school prom alone since I couldn't ask any girl out. Because of my severe anxiety.

And I felt lonely. Because I lost a best friend too. I was isolated from the world. I was a useless person from losing a sister. I had no sense of purpose in life anymore. I had thoughts of committing suicide. But I chose not to do it. Because I didn't want to hurt others more.

I hoped and wished I'll die one day. I prayed to God to take my life. I couldn't take it anymore. I wasn't able to accept my sister's death.

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186) My Experience with Picking Up Women

8/12/2019

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I posted an old blog entry, The Game is in my Blood, on February 12, 2018.

​It's about picking up women too.

But this is the updated version of it. Because I have grown and evolved from meeting women.

​I have always been nice to girls throughout my life. But I never expressed my feelings to them right away.

They never came to me.

My 26-year-old self decided to learn how to pick up women in 2012.

Because I felt isolated from the world. And I thought being single was abnormal.

"You're not actually connected with yourself," Sasha talks in his 5-minute YouTube video shown below. "You're not in alignment with who you are. You're not clear about what you want. You're just confused and lost. And you’re horny."

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185) My Relationship with Money

8/5/2019

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I like to spend money in exploring breweries. Taken at Three Mile Brewing, Davis, CA. And behind me is a tennis shop too. Yuh cheers.
I need money in order to live and survive.

​I was told to study and work hard. And money will come to me.

I graduated from Sonoma State University with a BS degree in Environmental Studies. I do not want to pursue it.

I have worked multiple part-time jobs throughout my life. I have never experienced working any type of full-time job. My younger-self would be embarrassed and ashamed about it. Because of society. And a full-time job provides benefits.

I like to work in an efficient way (to the point where I don't need 40 hours a week). I stay healthy. I'll start investing in my money once I reach a good amount of capital. And benefits from a full-time job won't be needed. 

I was told to get a girl. You need money. You must impress her.

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