94) A Letter To My Sister
14 years went by fast. I miss you (and I will always be)!
Your huge celebrity crush, Justin Timberlake, is always doing "it" big. Not only he is an awesome singer, he is a great movie actor as well. He is versatile.
Coldplay is still a band. It is amazing how their music is still great.
Also, Blink182 is still a band. Apparently, Tom DeLonge officially quit the band.
What a coincidence?
Blink182 performed last night in Sacramento. It was a one-day musical festival. They performed the last showing. Yuh, the day before your birthday. I was planning to go, but I wanted to save money. I am so sorry, Sister. Anyway, I know they will be performing again soon.
Gilmore Girls stopped in 2007. Then, returned on Netflix last year with 4 episodes. The full cast has returned, except Mr. Gilmore (aka Edward Herrmann). Edward died in 2014. Sorry, I have not watched this new mini-series yet. I just added it on my Netflix queue list.
You already know how I always get off tangent every time I talk (or write).
I was depressed last Christmas, since you were gone. Social media caused it. Everybody seemed happy with their lover, during the holidays. As for myself, I am single. Comparing myself to others gave me a mental breakdown.
To this day, I have written many blog entries (mainly and partially) about you. I can never stop writing about you. I started this blog since September 19, 2016.
So far, here they are: (Listed chronologically from top to bottom)
Where Am I At Now? Monday, September 19, 2016
Happy Birthday, Sister Sunday, September 25, 2016
It's Never Too Late To Donate Tuesday, October 11, 2016
To This Day, My Favorite Artist Growing Up... Wednesday, November 16, 2016
Today, I Am Grateful For... Thursday, November 24, 2016
My Christmas Spirit Sunday, December 25, 2016
You're Born, You Live, & You Die Wednesday, December 28, 2016
Relationships Saturday, January 7, 2017
Memories Vs Possessions Wednesday, January 25, 2017
I Am Happy When... Monday, March 6, 2017
My High School Senior Quote Tuesday, May 9, 2017
Losing A Loved One Tuesday, May 23, 2017
What Is My Biggest Fear? Tuesday, May 30, 2017
Openness Monday, July 24, 2017
Remembering 9/11 Monday, September 11, 2017
My future wife and children will know you. (You already know.) Once I have a daughter, she will be named after you (in honor of you). Honestly, I am no way near from starting a family, because I am single.
You mainly kept me alive, since you were gone. Yes, I had intentions of committing suicide. I realized it will not solve the problem anyway. I did not want to hurt our family, my friends, and especially you. First and foremost, you are always in my heart❤️.
When I am gone, I want to be cremated. Thus, mom does not need to worry about my gravestone. You already know that she always takes the time to clean your gravestone, during the holidays (and your birthday).
I will end it here. This will not be the last letter from me to you.
To be continued...